Texas forgot to finish their roads.
Instead of putting down gravel, then a layer of tar, and then a layer of gravel, and then a layer of smooth tar, like they do in Minnesota and most normal states, they stopped at the layer of gravel and called it good enough.
False! It is NOT "good enough".
Imagine your bottom is Mike Tyson's speed bag and you get an idea of what it feels like to ride on a "chip seal" highway, as the TDOT calls these unfinished roads. If you go slow (10 mph), it's just bumpy. If you start picking up the pace, it becomes the speed bag, pounding your bottom and elbows and wrists and knees until you hit about 20 mph, at which point it becomes a constant buzzing.
This is annoying. We rode 98 miles on these highways and for the first time in the whole tour I wanted to get my butt off the bike. I've loved riding, and even on the horrible days, like Payson, something in me has enjoyed riding. I think it's that I love the challenge offered by hills and distance. It's been great. But today, riding my steel bike (beautiful, comfortable) and my Brooks saddle (leather, comfortable) along these buzzing, violent roads, I realized I just wanted to stop getting beat up and get off my bike.
I didn't, though. I rode harder, pushing myself in the heat and frustration of riding, and broke a spoke on my back wheel.
13 miles short of my goal, I broke a spoke, which ended my ride. The nearest place I could get my wheel fixed is Amarillo, which is 120 miles away. That is too far away. Therefore I'm out until I can get it fixed. And that's a little frustrating.
But I've been talking with my small group about growing into what God is shaping in us, and I think what He's shaping in me is a deeper resolve to do what He calls me to do, regardless of pain or frustration or how much I might hate it in the moment of its happening.
This is good. I love Him, and I know I can trust Him. And by His help I WILL trust Him. Amen.
About the title: We're in Texas. It seems appropriate. Happy 4th of July! God Bless America!
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